The Ghost of you and me.

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

The Ghost Of You and me.

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Hi welcome to my blog!
HATE IT OR LOVE IT, its still my blog

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Calvin Matthew
18
Cancer
FRIENDSTER.
Some things that you ought to know bout me.
I dont give a F**K what you think bout me.
I am me,and no1 will change it.
I'm cruel in my language and i may hurt your feelings with it.
Dont get on my wrong side.
Once your there,there is no ticket returning to the other side.
Dont you even dare point a finger at me without any points.
Never judge me. I hate when people do that.
Erm,what more.ask me if you have any question..

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Edited By Melancholyy-
DeviantART.
Coldwindz Basecode.
Is12806 Basecode.
Photoscape .
The song: Ghost of you and me.
All the changes in my blog has been done by my lil sis EQA.Thank you so so MUCH!!!

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I love my GOD
ALLAH
I love my Family.
MoM -a person whom i'm
thankful for giving
birth to me
Father -I'm so like you
Sister Fadilah Hanim-always kind to me
Brother Shahirin -life wont be the
same without you
Sister in law Nadwah-My box full of secrets
I love my Aunties&Uncle.
Aunty Far&Husband -You guys are the best
Mami&Husband -You guys are the best
Uncle&Wife -You guys are fun
Mak Ngah&LateHusband -I luv you guys
Paman Zali&Wife -Awsome
Uncle Dik&Wife -I miss chilling with
Cik Nah&Husband -nice to be related
I love my Cuzzins.
Ayu -I love you so much
Kak Erli -Cool to be related to you
Mira -Watsup DOK!!
Arwah AJE -Your the best Adek
sedare...miss having you
around
Kak Aidah&Husband -Fun to be with
Kak Ean&Husband -Good day mate
Abg Mamat -Cool
Arwah Zaid -I missed you so much
i wish your still here
with us. :(
Shirin -Shall we buy that???
Shamin -Stop playing with the com
when i'm around can???
Jaja -Your a GOTH&I'm an EMO.
Ina -Hey Watsup!!
Suhaila -Best Motivator
Rafiq -Best Dealer
Ita -Pleasent moments with
you in the past
Afiq -your one of a kind
I Love My Blood Brothers and Sisters.
Shikin -Love you
Iskandar -Your the Best
Sharizad -I dont have to say
what i have to say
I love my friends.
Hafiz -Lunch???
Kamini -What would i ever do
without you
Vera -Your my dumbo
Richard -Haiz Sian Lah
Yuen Chung -Buddy
Siok Huan -I miss you
Siti Sarah -12 APRIL!!!
Syahrum -Idk what to write
Shahrana -What are best friends
for???
Nadiah -Nice to talk with
Azie -Sis....i'm all ears
Hafiz -Haiz...go on and forget me
aku kan siape
Syai -Lets shake the fun out
Haikal -Busu...do what you like
Irfan -Lets SHOP!!!
Zack -Thanks for being there
My GA
If i forgot anyone else,do tell{:

Bye Singapore HelLO MALACCA

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Time Check

0554AM

I'm all set to go

It's a Holiday

And I'm off

MALACCA

WuhOO

Read up again when i'm back

Till then

Said Salehan Said

Signing OFF

2:54 PM

The Beginning Of my Blogging Life Again

To all who are reading this

HELLO AGAIN

Yet again i found myself pouring my heart out

All over the internet for those who are willing to read me out

Its been a looong time since i last let my fingers run my feelings and emotions

Last post was in 09

GOSH

Well,alot of things have happen since then

I've graduated from the Institution Of Technical Engineering

I've started too use my real name again

Said Salehan Said

I've worked for Peoples Association

I Got called for National Service

And now I'm serving it under the Police Force

To be more precise

Police Coast Guard

Along the way of my life

I've lost people whom i Love

Late Uncle Razak

Late Nadzir

Words which i write will never be able to express my feelings

The lost that I experience is took me by surprise

And all i can do is just sit and cry

Tough I know no amount of tears can ever bring you guys back into my life

I guess HIM truely loves you more then i did

(Al-Fateha)

Sometimes i just can't help but to feel Rather lonely

But i know

I still have my Family

And my Friends

To comfort me in times of needs

To share my moments

Of Happiness

Of Glory

Of Sad

Of Lost

Of Confusion

Dear God

I am ever so thankful to you

For letting me have them in my life

Shower them with all the Happiness that you can ever give

And wipe out those misery of their life

Amin

8:51 AM

New things New Updates

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Hello
Its nice to type again after such a long time
This blog has been so DUSTY again
i know....i'm lazy
BUT
on the BRIGHT SIDE
I'm back here typing my stories
Telling my tale
Sharing my THOUGHTS
So
whats new with me???
FOR those whom i've not met for years or months
if you last picture of me is with short hair
THEN ITS TIME FOR YOU TO MAKE YOUR WAY TO MY FACEBOOK
GET A GOOD LOOK AT THE NEW ME
MY HAIR IS NOW COVERING MY FACE
haha
what else
ouh
i really really got to say this
i have to thank facebook
because of facebook
i am able to connect all broken strings
i've recently found a few of my primary school teachers and friends
like them or hate them
its time for me to finally grow up and put everything behind
AND
START MAKING NEW CHAPTERS IN LIFE
thru times we lost ppl whom we care or hate
good or bad
want it or not
life still goes on
I admit that lately i've been busy
.............
with work(yes i am working)
along with school(THANK GOD HOLIDAY IS HERE)
and not forgetting my lovely CCA(SOUL PERCUSSION)
............
That i have neglect to appreciate other things like old friends
and things that life has to offer
so thru this holidays i am expecting to catch up these loose ends of my life
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My Kiddo brother will be back tomorrow
Can't wait to see his face when he sees us at the airport tomorrow
wonder if he will cry????hmmm

5:15 AM

CalvinM is BACK!!!

Thursday, August 27, 2009

There is so much to tell

So many things have happen

And it has been such a long time since i BLOG

I don't even know where to begin

Well,i guess i just have to start with this...

CalvinM is back in ACTION

I'll type another time...

Read with you soon...

9:49 AM

Things I've Learned in LIFE

Monday, May 4, 2009

I've learned that we don't have to change friends,If we understand that friends change.

I've learned that something that you do in an instant, can give you heartache for life.
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I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words; It may be that last time you see them.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned that either you control your attitude, or it controls you
.
I've learned that my best friend and I , can do anything or nothing and still have a good time.

I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you are down, will be the one who helps you get up.

I've learned that sometimes when i am angry i have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experinces you've had and what you learned from them, and less to do with how many years you have lived.

I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others, but sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned that just because two people argue, doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.

I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret, it may change you life forever.

I've learned that sometimes the people that you love most in life, are taken from you too soon.

I've learned that you can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved, and the rest is up to them.

I've learned that no matter how much i care, some people just don't care back.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and just seconds to destroy it.

I've learned that it's not what you have in life, but who you have that counts.

I've learned that you can keep going, long after you think you can't.

I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.

I've learned that even when you feel you have no more to give, a friend cries out and you find the strength to help.

I've learned that our backgrounds and circumstances may have influenced our lives, but we are responsible for who we become.

9:41 AM

CalvinM BACK on BLOGGER

Saturday, April 18, 2009

I'm wondering how a blog in the internet can Collect duSt???

....AmaziNg isn'T it....

so..wHy have i nOt beeN blOgginG

i'Ll give you 3 eXcuses and you decidE for yourseLf

1.MY LAPTOP BROKE DOWN

2.I'M TO BUSY WITH THINGS

3.I JUST CAN'T BE BOTHERED TO UPDATE IT

.....AnywayS.....

my bLood is rushing hiGh

as touGh i have taKen IcE

lots of nEw fishEs sWimming in the poNd

AICARAMBA

so Besides that,Nothing interesting Is happening

Ouh Wait

mayBe there iS

the Ice block betweEn me and the soul Percussionist(My batCh)

has beeN melteD

we are boNding as we speAk

We have hang out....LATE a couPle of times

anD i must say

i miss Doing it

feelS great to do it ALL over again

but,this time,I knoW my LimiTs

no morE crossing the RED line

the Last time i Did it i almost wracKed the relationShip betWeen

ME AND MY FAMILY

but i have to admit

i Will noT havE to woRRy bout crossinG the RED line

COZ

i mixIng with the RIGHT friends

TATA FOR NOW

10:40 AM

i'm TIRED

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Sorry guys

been busy lately

tought of updating my blog after the exams

but my grandpa had a heart-attack

his lungs is filled with phlem and water

so they had to suck it out thru a tube which lasted for two days in MICU

seeing him being like that was sad

so much pain had to endure

but now he has been transfered to a normal ward

AMIN

and is recovering

so good to hear his voice talking and laughing

tough i may not show my worriedness to my family members

deep inside

my brain was in a mess

haiz

today went to see him

his ok

but the phlen that he coughs out was a lil bloody

the doctors took it away

to "examine" it

the dogs will be telling us why is it so and so tomorrow

so thats about it....

I'M NOT DEAD.....JUZ BEEN BUSY

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DEAR GOD

PLS LET NOTHING BEFALL ON MY GRANDFATHER

HIS THE ONLY GRAND PARENT I HAVE LEFT

I WANT HIM TO WITNESS MY MARRIAGE

TO SEE ME WALKING DOWN THE RED CARPET

I WANT TO SEE HIM SMILE ON MY SPECIAL DAY

IS THAT TO MUCH TO ASK

AMIN

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btw

i found this interesting mail

read it.....its hilarious.

...................................CALVIN-M.........................................

1. Nite - Sleep with air-con; Day - Bathe with heater on

2. Day - Cannot Wake up; Nite - Cannot Sleep

3. Cigarettes - Convenient to buy; not convenient to smoke

4. Chewing Gum - Can Chew, Cannot buy?? (Restricted to buying)

5. Smell Of rubbish besides letterboxes; Rubbish inside Letterbox

6. Private Cars - Cheaper & Cheaper to Buy, harder & harder to maintain

7. Education - Teachers teaching Less but expects students to learn More

8. High-tech barbaric singaporeans - know how to use state-of-the art equipment, but dunno how to use a simple dustbin or a toilet

9. There are quite a number of rich/poor in spore - They have Car, Credit Card, CPF .... but no Cash and lots of loans

10. Translation is needed between Singaporean Chinese and Mainland Chinese

11. Sporean never like to vote, but like to complain

12. Half Sporeans rushed to buy Hello kitty, but the other half busy killing stray cats

...............................CALVIN-M...............................

Happiness keeps you Sweet, Trials keep you Strong, Sorrow keeps you Human, Failure Keeps you humble and Success keeps you glowing, but only Faith & Attitude Keeps you going..... "

8:23 AM

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